MASA SMA KURANG BAHAGIA????

Well, I know some of my old friend will get angry when they read this post coz they were part of my High School years. I don't know, was I happy that time??? what is the measurement of happiness for a High school girl? 

Plenty of friends? Fun hours? best friends soulmates forever?? sweet puppy love?? I have it all. well, maybe I never have a boyfriend during my High School year. I only had one boyfriend by the way, He was the first one for me. well, he changed me totally. Some of high school friends knew how I was. I was a fat girl --fat enough for became the last one on  marathon exercise-- 65kg with height for only 155cm... can you imagine? a fat and short body like me?

I don't know, could it be my sweet revenge for my old days on high school, when i was a school-girl I couldn't do anything i want or dressed up like nowadays, coz well, I found it hard to get a proper size for me. ughhh!!!

My best picture ever -on that time ^^

@school, I was on first grade

here and there, narcissism is a must

smile... :) i know, I'm big

School choir group at graduation ceremony

Me and my best friend, the owner of NindaLicious

Me... now, when I see this picture, OMG, how big my face was... :(

There was a tea garden outside my class ::LOL::

Best picture ever #2

whatever!!

find me, okay!! ^^

yup, I know I was big!!!

The school magazine crew--My crew

Me and my friend, the owner of heartchimes

me and gals classmates

me and Julie... my classmate

The choir went to Madiun for East Java Choir competition

Now, After I get this -much- thin body, although still short and sometime gains weight 1 or 2 kilos from normal 45kg. All I want to do is dressed up like a cute school girl, cute and sweet one. huhuhu, all I see is the softlens models photograph which are sooooooo cutteeeeee.... well, I wanna be like those people! although I should change my style to be a stylist teacher or something,, but somehow, I dont wanna change my style yet! my cute center bangs which makes me look much much younger. yay! I love my style!

although some of my friend feel weird about me. well, I just wanna be satisfied enough with "cute style I'm on" before change it into another one. well, someone must look at me with all those cute stuff and confess that I'm cute! (well, is that kind of revenge??? may be. . .)

*take a look at my recent hairstyle and style. hohoho

Finally!!! Wearing Softlens for The First Time :p

After long hesitating time, I finally opened my soft lens lids and wearing it for the first time. I know, it's little bit too late since the mode of cosmetic soft lens has been around for at least 3 years (I count from the first time I know it :p) And well, I opened my Geo Super Angel Grey. I decided to wear soft lens for cosmetic purpose, yes! and actually, I'm grateful that I dont have any minus eye. Coz many different motif provided only in plano (normal eye) yay! dont have to worry about the style :)

And by the way, I opened my soft lens because I want to wear it on my graduation day. I will wear a Kebaya and make up. Sometimes when I wear make up, my eyes were getting smaller, hiding behind the heavy make-up *sigh* so I hope this soft lens with diameter 14,8 mm and make a 16mm effect, makes my eyes glow.

Fyi, I'm a soft lens-seller so I think it's not fair if I don't wear it for myself (it's only cosmetic lens so there's nothing to worry) and before I decided to use soft lens, I collected many many information about soft lens since I cannot ask the trader in the Optic, they won't give an objective statement (as my experience). So, I Googled and looked for information in forums, blogs, tips, articles etc.I collected the accessories too. I bought a soft lens washer which is soooo greatttt!!! very helpful! And I searched for the best solution for soft lens and the way to take care of it. 

okay, here is a story for my first time trying my new soft lens.

I soaked it up for a night long. and this morning after took a bath and washed my hands properly (as clean as possible) then trying it. Little bit afraid? of course!! Ayyayayaiii... I've never been doing this before. will it hurt or something? well, many people (gals, most of them) wearing it and they were okay. so, what I've been afraid of??? 

so, here we go.. the right one, the soft lens click on my right eye on the first try! yay, it's simple, it wasn't hurt at all!!

but then, the left one... ugh... first, second, third... harder... >,<

aiggooo... 

uppss, the left lens jumped from my palm hand!! and landed in the floor. aiyaaa... >,<

finally, I put it on my lens washer, clean it little bit longer. 

I saw the dirt on my lens washer from the left eye. well, I trust in my lens, that it was cleaned. huhuhuhu.... and finally, I put it on my left eye and yay! success!!

so, here some picture of me. 

I put some make up too lol.

Inside the room with camera blitz

Outdoor with sunlight (normal)

Brighter sunlight

It's natural, right?

Ahhaha... little bit scary though. hmmm, the grey becomes little bit blue

I only wear it for one hour and put it off. For the first time, I felt little bit dizzy. Then, I put my lens back to the case. And I put it on before I went to church. I put it from 6-9 o'clock this evening, little bit dry. Maybe because I was on an AC-room. huhuhu... I got red eyes after went home.

My grandma's room hahaha... very-very untidy

My outfit going to church--:p

I like the motif of Geo Super Angel Grey. It's natural and makes my eyes look watery and shining. lol. Over all, finally, I defeated my fear to wear this soft lens. under one condition, I take care of my lens and my eyes in maximal ways. I always change the water, clean it properly, get the most comfortable eye-drop, obey the expired date and take care of my eyes. Yay! so, cosmetic lenses for fashion won't harm my beautiful normal eye. Thanks to God for it ^^

be blessed,
Naomi

IU- I love her style!! ^^

Annyoung,

Today I have nothing to do so I do some make-up practice, just a simple make-up with pink, peach and gold, very light and very me! By the way, I would like to share about my new favorite singer, IU. She is a singer and artist (recently played as Kim Phil Suk in Dream High). She's absolutely cute and adorable. When she played as Kim Phil Suk, I love the way she sang a song with acoustic guitar. I dreamed someday, I'll be a singer just like her (with a pink guitar on my own).

I love her style which is so girly (and sooo meee!! (✿◠‿◠) ) and I really wanna copy her style. She has a cute face, her hairstyle on Dream High is so simple but cute and it's easy to create. So here is the pictures of IU. It should be a good references for all of cute galz... (◕‿◕✿)

IU in Hanbok... Aiiigooo, She's cuteee!!!! (✿ ♥‿♥)

I really want to wear that pink hanbok... heheheh

Sad expression which sooo cute!! (✿ ♥‿♥)

Aigooo... ottoke? I'm so cute!!!" she said. (✿ ♥‿♥)

Cute hairstyle!! I love it (recently using it for everyday (✿ ♥‿♥)

aigooo... I want that pink guitar o(≧o≦)o

Cute eyes o(≧o≦)o

Smokey sexy eyes... but still... cute!!!

Cute Horse o(≧o≦)o

Woo Young Oppa n IU aigoo, so cute together, I hope they really have a relationship later

On wedding dress with... (gonna check it again in google lol)

It's absolutely lots of cute pictures of IU!!

Her adorable style is easy to copy and create. I love them all! She has most of my favorite style. so I think she's gonna be my trendsetter now. lol

*btw, there are some pictures of mine. just taken few minutes ago hehehe, after I do some minimalis make up inspired by IU

yay!! that's it!
have fun everyone ^^