MASA SMA KURANG BAHAGIA????

Well, I know some of my old friend will get angry when they read this post coz they were part of my High School years. I don't know, was I happy that time??? what is the measurement of happiness for a High school girl? 

Plenty of friends? Fun hours? best friends soulmates forever?? sweet puppy love?? I have it all. well, maybe I never have a boyfriend during my High School year. I only had one boyfriend by the way, He was the first one for me. well, he changed me totally. Some of high school friends knew how I was. I was a fat girl --fat enough for became the last one on  marathon exercise-- 65kg with height for only 155cm... can you imagine? a fat and short body like me?

I don't know, could it be my sweet revenge for my old days on high school, when i was a school-girl I couldn't do anything i want or dressed up like nowadays, coz well, I found it hard to get a proper size for me. ughhh!!!

My best picture ever -on that time ^^

@school, I was on first grade

here and there, narcissism is a must

smile... :) i know, I'm big

School choir group at graduation ceremony

Me and my best friend, the owner of NindaLicious

Me... now, when I see this picture, OMG, how big my face was... :(

There was a tea garden outside my class ::LOL::

Best picture ever #2

whatever!!

find me, okay!! ^^

yup, I know I was big!!!

The school magazine crew--My crew

Me and my friend, the owner of heartchimes

me and gals classmates

me and Julie... my classmate

The choir went to Madiun for East Java Choir competition

Now, After I get this -much- thin body, although still short and sometime gains weight 1 or 2 kilos from normal 45kg. All I want to do is dressed up like a cute school girl, cute and sweet one. huhuhu, all I see is the softlens models photograph which are sooooooo cutteeeeee.... well, I wanna be like those people! although I should change my style to be a stylist teacher or something,, but somehow, I dont wanna change my style yet! my cute center bangs which makes me look much much younger. yay! I love my style!

although some of my friend feel weird about me. well, I just wanna be satisfied enough with "cute style I'm on" before change it into another one. well, someone must look at me with all those cute stuff and confess that I'm cute! (well, is that kind of revenge??? may be. . .)

*take a look at my recent hairstyle and style. hohoho